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The Morning Glory

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Younger DaysSitting in a packed train But feeling totally alone
What has my life become I wish I\'d never grown
Think back to my younger days Memories hidden deep within my mind Why are they blocked? Why cant I find what\'s hidden deep inside
I search for answers But questions is what I find What happened as a child That made me this blind
I let go of all my feelings Yet they always get back in There is a war inside my head And its one I cannot win
Freedom is the goal But its one I cannot reach I sit here thinking Younger Days
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Dark-LoveYou think that you are safe That all is fine You think your life is yours But bitch, its really mine
You thought that it was over But I am not dead It is never going to stop Until I'm in my final bed
I sit outside your window Deciding what to do Should I finish it quickly Or make it slow And put you through The pain you put me through??? Dark-Love
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Letting-GoHad to let go today Would have been crazy if I was to stay
Forever in my heart Forever in my mind Will never forget you But memories fade in time
Thought it was love But learnt it wasn’t real Had to let go The only way to deal
Have to move on Can’t shed a tear Can’t ever look back You know it is right my dear
Must say goodbye Had to let you know Forever in my heart I’m sure that will always show
Goodbye Letting-Go
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StruggleEach day is a struggle just to get by I wonder who’d mourn me if I were to die No-one I hear, no-one at all This comes as no surprise, I’ve heard it all before
I wish I was a bird to fly far far away Away from the hurt, the tears and the pain
They tell me to relax and that things will soon change But years have gone by and it’s still all the same
I hear their voices all day long I hear their voices singing the same fucking song
The songs that they sing bring chills to my spine The song is saying that it is my time
My time to go My Struggle
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What is All This Emotion??What is all this emotion inside?? Is it Love? Is it Anger? Or is it Fear? Maybe it's all three But for htis young girl All three emotions could kill her. This Love is a firey passion that she can no longer have. This Anger is everything gone wrong in her life. And this Fear is for her mother. This Love she wants, this Anger she wants to rid herself of, And this Fear just won't go away. How to get what she wants from all three emotions To kill herself the Love she will gain, the Anger is to disappear, And the Fear no longer lingers deep inside. But isn't What is All This Emotion??
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Beautiful ScarWhat is this hate i feel deep inside Why do they want me to swallow my pride I need a release for this pain The type only found with a knife
Take this blood that lies inside me
Running thick with broken dreams
I sold my soul for this forsaken world
That brings me down upon my knees.

People always tearing me down Leaving me to face my fears Holding myself as I cry and bleed Digging metal into my wrists
I taste the bitter hatred Now seeping throughout my veins Scorned and shunned I hold this blade An artist painting with a palette Beautiful Scar
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Current Residence: Sydney, Australia
Interests: Music, Movies, People
Favourite movie: Blow, Fight Club, Chasing Amy
Favourite genre of music: all
Operating System: Windows Xp
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Wallpaper of choice: 'Lost in Thought' By Audy
Favourite gaming platform: PS2
Favourite cartoon character: Stewie from family guy
Personal Quote: Yeah I'm crazy, but you know what? I don't give a fuck

Email: sarki@theplanet.net.au
ICQ: 43470976

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$spyed Apr 10, 2003, 2:16:08 AM

Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

I offer only the truth, nothing more.

Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill

Fella

spyed, nobody has ever done this before.
Ninja

I know. That's why it's going to work.

Do not try and bend the spoon ...

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~iniquitybliss Feb 24, 2003, 5:41:58 PM

hey thanks for the comment on my poem. you're really talented!!
much appreciation!!

[[katty]]

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~shadowedhaven Feb 24, 2003, 6:44:16 AM

hey, thanks for the comments on my work. As I explained to riceandprozac, forfeit was supposed to feel incomplete, unfulfilling, and generally similar to the feelings that come about when you give up, seeing as how that's what it's about. Anyway, I'll be checking out your gallery soon....

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And I'd love to be happy; I'd love to find glad, But something inside me Just wants to stay mad. And I need to start smiling -- I forget how that feels -- Driving toward somewhere Instead of spinning my wheels

~aeshryne Feb 17, 2003, 7:52:18 PM

Hey man thanks a lot for the comment on my piece for the Decade Contest. It was intentionally focused on WWII and the Jewish oppression in Warsaw, Poland. If you didn't notice (which I'm sure no one did) the first and last letters of each stanza put together spell Warszawa, which is Polish for Warsaw. *shrug* I tried hard to make it spell that word and sound good too! Laughing my ass off!

I thank you again for the comment and I plan on raiding your gallery when I reply to the hundreds of notes on my page!

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~srlunsford Feb 17, 2003, 5:38:16 PM

Thanks for the comment on my latest piece. =) (Smile)

I'll check out some of your work soon, and I'll see you on the msg board!

~blackbands Feb 14, 2003, 11:11:34 AM

Hey man! Thanks for the comment and the +Fav!

While I'm here.. I'll check out your stuff :) (Smile)

\m/

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~mr-feel-nothing Feb 3, 2003, 4:38:34 PM

Thanks for the fav!

The Morning Glory is beautiful!

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The sickness is eating away at my mind
I’m looking for the comfort I feel I’ll never find
Sorrow fills my heart
I’m lost but you can’t see
I need to find my way home
I need to find me

~socketto Jan 31, 2003, 7:01:59 AM

yeah the thing with the swaztica is that it is also a buddist sign of somes sorts, well atleast thats what i have been told, i could be wrong but either way its not meant like a neo nazi type sign. thanks for the comment btw

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